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theotherdeath — 2007-08-31T13:54:00Z

IT'S A GIRL!!!!!!!!

i was right!

yayness!!!!!!!!!

i'm just happy all around right now. i'm stealing patty's infiniteness, because it's all just incredible.

XD

I don't have anything significant to type.

theotherdeath — 2007-08-27T18:04:00Z

i really don't.
i hope that that black kid leaves me alone. i don't want to go out with him. (not because he's black, but because i don't want to) i hate myself for being retarded enough to give him my number. thank the non-existant lord that he hasn't called.
sean is suprisingly happy(ish) to see me when i come up to him...and i think it's a little funny he was surprised when i told him i didn't have a boyfriend.
patty, even though you don't like him that much, i don't think you should break up with flower just yet. give him a little time, try until thursday, and if you still tire of him, then dump his sorry ass.
i sit next to a genius in my math class. dylan is so fucking smart it's not even funny.

asdghusffjsgonjghjsjkg

*insert something significant here*

i love you all. =]

school

theotherdeath — 2007-08-22T17:30:00Z

is making me tired as hell. when i'm there i'm fine, but when i get home i crash.
math is going to be murder.
art is going to be insane fun.
english....i'm not excited for it.
biology will be biology. it really sucks cause i'm now in the retarded class. (no offense patty)
french....besides not understanding the teacher it should be fun.
history....well, it's history.
sociology is the best thing ever.

savannah, tell me how you're doing with school?

~

theotherdeath — 2007-08-16T19:37:00Z

i'm going to fucking fail.

hopefully i can bribe austin to help me.

love you all.

yaynessocity

theotherdeath — 2007-08-11T14:14:00Z

now i don't really feel bad about band at all.
sheree quitting made me happier than something like that should.
everyone now thinks that i forced sheree to quit though. when i talked to them all on friday night, everyone thinks that you quit because i did, and i told them that you quit because you wanted to, and me quitting just helped you make up your mind, which is pretty much what it was. (i know i worded it funny, but i know how your mind worked on it, so yeah)
everyone acted like i was foriegn. it was amusing. jake called me a traitor and i don't think he can look me in the eyes now, mike started yelling "QUITTER! QUITTER! QUITTER!" over and over again when he saw me, austin was just dissapointed, and alyssa hit me.
kayla and steve-o didn't really care, though me and steve-o got to talking, and i think he likes me. not to sound conceited, but i actually think he might. (skin-tight jeans+cleavage showing shirt= swooning hormonal teenage boys) poor kid is delusional. =P i can probably work him out of it if i have a class with him.
the vets all pretty much think i'm retarded, but that's their problem, not mine.
luis was there. that was very pleasant. i ran up and gave him a hug when i saw him, and i sat with him the whole time criticising the preformance. (ie, that could be louder, that could be snappier, that line's not strait, ect. ect.)
i think it was kind of funny because jessica bonner was there for ryan. i don't know why i think that's funny, but it just seems that way to me.

more things to be yay about--
- FAMILY VALUES IS TOMORROW!!!
- savannah is back online!!
- my sister decided on finding out what the gender of the baby is, so in two or so weeks, i'll be knowing if i have a niece or a nephew.
- i almost finished half of the homework.
- i know almost all the lyrics to the atreyu CD "a deathgrip on yesterday".....even the screamed parts.
- my gum still has flavor even after 2 hours. (go strident!)
- my self-confidence is better than normal.

so

theotherdeath — 2007-08-09T18:08:00Z

i quit band.

now i'm all messed up in the head. i pretty much haven't stoped crying since i decided to quit.

i talked to mr malcolm about it. and he said he'd rather have me in the band, but he doesn't want me miserable so he said i can quit....so i did. well, i mean, i need to talk to the guidance councelor and get my schedule changed to officially quit band, but right now i technically quit band.

my mom doesn't really want me to quit, but she's supportive of me anyways. my dad is completely on my side, and it's really comforting. my sister seems a little dissapointed, but i know she supports my decision to do what i want to.

yeah....i really only decided to sign up for band this year because you were in it sheree, and because of everyone else in band. but it's not worth it. i should be doing something i enjoy or to further my career.

but i really keep on wondering if that's the right choice. but i'm not going to go back on it. i don't enjoy band. i would very much rather be fulltime in drama.

but i'm really depressed....and i keep flipping between that and being happy. i don't get it....

ugh. i'm so messed up.
i think i'm just going to do nothing, and leave what i did to do what it does. or whatever.

i bet that at least 15 band geeks try to beat me up. i know robin wanted to.

family values is soon. =] that's what i have to look forward to now.

blech

theotherdeath — 2007-08-07T19:22:00Z

band camp is tiring. not the initial work itself, but just the length of time you have to do it.

sheree= I SER HER TOMORROW!! bust fucking day of the summer.

sorry, patty, i haven't been able to ask if you can come. =[ for one, i don't know who to ask, and for two, i have no authoroty what so ever so it's hard to find time to ask. (we're in ranks almost all the time, and we're not allowed to break ranks)

steve-o is weird. he's always bored. always. he needs to get a little more patience.

mr. johnson. (the band director from sanford) he's my new hero. he's going to wear pigtails. he wears gauges!! and, in the past, he had had purple dreads. incredible.

austins hair is really weird. his voice is changing a little too.

jake is still a loser, and he's actually hitting puberty (i saw chin hair. weird.) but he's still fun to talk to, and randomly push around. jake thinks austin still likes me because i can make austin do pretty much anything.

my wolf buddy, makai, is dead. he was put down on monday. =[ =[ =[
very not cool. he was my absolute favorite.

family values is on SUNDAY!!

i love you guys to death, see you soonly.

band camp

theotherdeath — 2007-08-04T16:21:00Z

i'm burnt like a lobster. and that was only from two and a half hours of sun.

i got yelled at over 5 times today for wearing jeans and a black shirt. kind of funny.

this following week is going to suck, and i'm going to be majorally dead.

family values is in 8 days. very much excited.
against the grain is on tonight.

oh yeah, i scared the shit out of the sanford kids because jake was continuously throwing stuff at my back for ten minutes (like lollipops, water bottles, the works) so i threw a water bottle really really hard at him, everyone goes "ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" and all of a sudden no one is sitting anywhere around me (besides alyssa) funny stuff.

austin wasn't there. =[ but steve-o was. i think he's getting used to how weird i am, so i might be able to start getting a little weirder around him.

i love you all so much.

love

theotherdeath — 2007-08-01T18:35:00Z

i got the newest atreyu cd.

they're amazing.
exactly what i've been craving.

i can't wait for sheree to be back in the land of the lovlies, rather than china.

=]

theotherdeath — 2007-07-28T20:33:00Z

i love patty. i love patty's house. i want to live there.

against the grain is on really really soonly. i can't wait.

we're having another family barbeque at my house tomorrow. and my mom is making me do a lot of stuff for it, but whatever.

liz is wanting hair like that. just because it's so fucking awesome.

today was fun.

theotherdeath — 2007-07-22T19:57:00Z

lighthouse+beach+family=awesome.

i went to the top of the lighthouse three times...it's 203 steps to the top, and it's worth it, because the view is great.

that's about it.

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theotherdeath — 2007-07-18T20:46:00Z

where did savannah's buzznet go?
or am i just crazy?

yep

theotherdeath — 2007-07-17T20:42:00Z

just fucking great.

i mean fabulous.

i don't know how to react. really.

i think anger is overwhelming my depression.
beautiful.

i will not, however, sink down to cutting again. i've been over that, and i'm proud.
but now i know what it's like to be worthless. more-so than before even.
no dreams.
no ambition.
NOTHING.

and the worst part about it is, i think i'm growing away from you guys.
it's sad really, because i really really don't want to.
but i'm changing into something different than what we are now, and after this change, could you all just promise to still stay by my side, no matter how different i am? because if you guys left me i'd have nothing left, and i wouldn't be able to get anythign more, so there'd be no choice but to move on. =[

fuck this stupid brain. it needs to stop thinking and finding ways to ruin my life.

000

theotherdeath — 2007-07-15T20:02:49Z

bored

theotherdeath — 2007-07-13T23:50:00Z

and very much so at that, so you're better off not reading this.
-i'm really tired, but i don't want to go to bed because i'm watching a movie and i need to finish it.
-all of my muscles hurt. and i'm scared because if they hurt now, that means i'm going to be stiff and unable to move tomorrow, so that's going to suck.
-i'm hungry, but i can't eat because i'm going to bed soon (within the next hour) and if i eat now my body will retain every last ounce of fat that i ate, because when you sleep your matabolism slows down by a bunch, and that's just not cool.
-i think that i'm over my crush.
-tonight i've seen this commercial about a girls gone wild DVD like 8 times, and i actually want to buy it...it's really sad.
-my head hurts.
-haha, people are beating up an old guy on the TV.
-there's something wrong with me, really, there is.
-i am anxiously awaiting sheree's return to the US, because i very much want to do something with her. i miss my ariness....
-party on monday! woot!
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dream from the other night-
okay, so, shakespear was my best friend, and he invited me to his library/micheals store. i got in for free, so i went. and i took along tyler (crush tyler) and dahliene and adam. D&A went along to do their own thing, and me and ty went looking for some magic feather or something. well, at one point i stopped and looked at a feather boa, and tyler went over to some lamp thing. it was a genie kind of lamp, and he broke it because he thought it was ugly. then this ugly woman person came out of it, and she called herself "moma" and me and tyler made fun of her hair, because it was insanely stupid. so she got really pissed off, and asked to see shakespear because she had to kill him. so we told her where his office was, and she left us alone. so me and tyler kept shopping, and we came across a shakespearian dressing room kind of thing, and there was a scarf trailing from the bottom of it. i decided i like it and i went to go pick up the scarf, and tyler stopped me because he said it was the scarf of oblivion, and if i took it from the chick who was currently wearing it (she was half-dead and looked like she was rotting) but if i took it from her i would turn into moma's new apprentance, which is apparently what the girl currently was. i don't know how he knew that, but i trusted him. so we walked away, and the rotting chick went back to dressing some little four year old blonde girl in a corpse costume. then me and tyler came across this ladder, and we decided to climb it. when we got to the top, moma was sitting there with shakespear, and she was holding a dagger to his neck, talking to him. shakespear had a set of those stacking dolls next to him, and he was stroking the biggest one like a cat. tyler was then randomly not there, and i was sitting next to my brother chris, and he was playing with magnets, about 38 of them. so i decided to wrap a bunch of barbed wire around me (didn't hurt) and chris got mad at that for some reason, so he threw the magnets at me. so i started playing with them, and he pulled the barbed wire off of me and stuff it into a painting. then he took back the magnets, and crawled down the latter. tyler had been sitting on the other side of him, and he scooted over to me. and for some reason he was now shirtless, and his hair was in dreads. he said he wanted a hair cut, and he asked moma to do it for him. she obliged, and cut his hair, which left shakespear free to stack all those dolls together. when moma was done, she wasn't as mad, so she decided to tell a story. back in the day when she was just a teenager, moma was an actress. at the time, shakespear was only the age of 11, but he was still a playright non the less. and she was acting in one of his plays, seeing as she was his older sister and that's just what she does. and her name wasn't moma then, it was damania, and she had normal hair and was very pretty. her boyfriend was the other lead in the play they were performing. after one nights performance, she and her boyfriend were getting frisky behind stage, and young shakespear walked in on them, his face torn open by a zipper, bleeding furiously. damania was furious at him, and told him to go die. but apparently, her boyfriend dumped her and left her to become a dadless moma and ruin her life. back in real time, moma wasn't mad at all anymore, and she decided to go buy some paint. shakespear was long gone, and it was just me and tyler. he pushed me off the shelf thing and then he climbed down, picked me up, said he was sorry, and we went parachuting.
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i didn't make up any part of my dream. it was just so amusing i made myself remember all the little details. (the best part was when tyler became shirtless because i got to hold him. =] )

so yeah.
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someone tell me how to get pictures on this please.
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^_^

yep

theotherdeath — 2007-07-04T21:24:00Z

the past two days have been chaotic fun.
mucho entertainment(o).
for one thing, i love my white-trash family and all it's goodness.
for another, i love you guys for being able to stand them. because even though you say your families are bad, but at least you're not like them. i AM like my family, no matter how shitty it is, and i love every minute of it...seeing as there's no party like a barry party. (barry = mother's maiden name, where all the cousins come from, and where all the crazy is channeled and sold in 12 ounce bottles for 9.95)

friday is going to be amazing. at least i hope it will be.

and sad as it is, jake and i actually seem to be friends again. and this makes me fear the worst, because every time that me and jake began to be semi-good friends, we ended up going out. (it's only happened twice, but hey, it might happen again, but let's hope not) and i just pray my hormones don't make me like that kid again, because that would be torture. [you guys wouldn't let me ruin myself like that though]

my nose is over active right now. there are too many boogers. (i need a tissue!!!) because you all wanted to know that.

i want to watch starwars...*is ashamed*

now i have nothing else to say.......

^_^ time to go talk to the boy i like. <3

gasp

theotherdeath — 2007-06-30T20:40:00Z

liz has a crush. <3

theotherdeath — 2007-06-29T20:00:59Z

anyways

theotherdeath — 2007-06-27T21:17:00Z

liz has a version of our future that she wants to post....well, liz thinks that everyone, after highschool, will get jobs at fueled by ramen, and whoever wants to go to colledge will, and we'll wait for them. but once everyone gets all smart or whatever, and we have some money in the bank collecting collateral, we all (we meaning sheree, patty, liz, savannah, jacob, AND AUSTIN [you all always forget our precious austin...]) will pool our money together and move up into the mountains someplace. and in the mountains, we will start our own record company, and we will start to sponser a little band in the town, we will make them big, and we will go around make a bunch of little bands big until we are the next new kick ass record company, putting fuelled by ramen in its place. if we don't have enough money to start up right away, we will pick up part time jobs to bring in a little cash, and i hate to say this, but we won't be able to party all that much because we will have to put as much into the bank as possible to collect a lot of interest. but that's okay, because once we become big we will be able to live off of the interest in our savings accounts and party like the mother fuckers we are.
and this way, we will also be able to be in the mountains, which is liz's new favorite place to be.

hmm

theotherdeath — 2007-06-27T21:03:00Z

it's a new xanga. how interesting.
now we will get into fights on this and eventually deleate them all.
this is actually like a cross-bred myspace and xanga.
we're doomed.

anyways. as excited as i am for everyone to come over tomorrow, i feel like blowing my brains out.

teh end.